So, lately life has been bringing me some really amazing things lately and I am finding success in so many different areas of my life! Some days I am really like…”really? How did I get here”….well with that has come some jealousy from other people as well as some trash talking. I am kind of the type of person who can get along with everyone and I really do see the good in everyone. I see where a lot of this trasjh talking and jealousy are coming from a place of fear and underneath it all it is not about me. It does, however still hurt and it is helping me to get a thicker skin and practice fighting back with love. Kinda sounds like an oxymoron, yes? :)…
Well, I am really working to keep my side of the street clean and really do my best to stay classy in this situation. It can be moment to moment when I am facing all this head on, but I am going to focus on gratitude and my own improvement.
Another great growth for me with all this, is that I used to stay small for other people. I would always be worried about becoming too successful as I might step on someone else’s toes or it would be like I was being disloyal. (Especially when I was in bands and wanted to branch off solo)
I know see and really believe that there is a plan for everyone and that plan may not be clear until later (as seems to be the norm, yeah? :))…and sometimes it may appear bad but in the end it all makes sense and I truly believe we are all taken care of…it comes down to bottom line faith and staying positive and not giving into the negativity. So, today I am going to fight it all with love. So to all the trash talkers and people who might be scared of their own light…I wish you love, success and all the happiness your heart can hold! I hope the fig clears and you can see how talented and amazing you are if you give yourself the chance!
*woot* squared!
~Starr
